Λnd suddenly came the thought that made my mind amiss
My smooth life now that shook made sense some more
Feelings forgotten surfaced, unexplained as though
They were never buried proper, otherwise intentionally sowed.
It kept crossing my mind, did not allow me to work
Voices from the past spoke of retrospection as ghosts
or was it melancholy that I surrendered to?
Passed by a day then a week, the urgency only grew
I feared, for I felt this was not under my control.
A sweet song at play, nostalgia reminiscent came down
Tumbling, and drained my solitude presence away.
Anticipation turned into dreams and now it was for sure
Being expected presciently, yet so difficult to conceive
Questions dance and they taunted the bygone
Answers are rare and no definition be found.
I turned to one and then to another, in search for a clue
or even for just a colour, grey or blue.
Yet it only grew the apprehension stronger, longer.
Now this hapless event drew me to curiosity, to you
And I did what most would do, I tried to see
I looked and somehow it made sense to me,
The colours were faded but that wouldn’t matter no more
For what could break had already shattered.
That my divine trophy now is gone
Though my heart is crisp and burned, my muse has returned。